I went to the sauna last week, and I remembered...how women's bodies are just endlessly fun to look at. Sometimes I get so bored of myself, and I wonder how you still want to look at me when you've seen me naked a thousand times...
But when I see other people naked, I'm reminded that it really is fun. And it's not about determining what is a "good" body, or perfect. All the stuff that's not perfect is fun to look at (more so, even). Seeing all the soft tummies, boobs that are so different from mine, old women too...I guess it is this thing that unites us maybe. For all the billions of people on earth, and the billions before us - it's STILL fascinating to see the endless variations.
Thank you for all the birthday wishes! I'm so grateful for all of you. 3 years ago my birthday was spent in front of a zoom screen alone in a Brooklyn apartment with sirens wailing all around me. That's when Onlyfans really took off...we were all at home, scared and bored and horny and supporting each other. You've been a huge part of my artistic growth, and I am forever grateful for that.
And I have 2 hot new videos coming this next week. I have been so busy and shooting / working nonstop, but I'm excited to share with you!
I had a CRAZY busy week! I'm so glad you liked that asshole spreading video I made you : ) I tried to make a JOI video but I hate it so much. I just sound like such a dork...
I still have my new BBC BJ vid to edit for you too. I think you're gonna like him
I had a really great time auditioning a new BBC today 🥰 Made it fun again! I can't wait to share it with you. Also made a longer clip of me stretching my ass open for you like this, wanna see it?
When I was 19 I started modeling. Over the years I modeled off and on, taking breaks to focus on my day job at times, but always coming back to it. Then 3 years ago I started making erotic videos - well, I started sharing them 3 years ago, anyway. In that time I've made probably 50 videos with men or women, and probably 100 solo videos.
Out of those 50 videos I made with other people, almost half of them I can't use on here because they didn't complete the release form (even though I paid them) - or they turned out to be an asshole, and on principal I can't bring myself to use the content anymore.
Instead of continuing to crank out more and more videos and dealing with the exhausting gamble of unreliable "creators," I feel like I need a bit of a reset on my sensuality. To go back and rediscover what made me excited to share with you in the first place. Erotic photos, meeting interesting new lovers at parties, genuine connections and not performing. I'm not a squirting and sexting machine, believe me - I wish I were like those other girls sometimes!
Now, that doesn't mean I'm not going to film new things! But I want to rethink the way I've been operating, because I want it to feel FUN again.
If you're a NEW fan, ask for my menu and let's get you caught up! In fact, ask me for a bundle and I'll make you a discounted deal ; )
If you've been a loyal long time fan, you know I have never shown my face in videos with men before - but I'm starting to consider releasing more of my past work with my face showing, only to those fans I trust with my privacy. I'll keep you posted on that as I think about it!
Thank you for understanding what a weird job this is to have haha, and that it requires different ways of navigating emotions. I care about this work more than just making money. It's my art, yo!
I'm in my hometown visiting family, and its been really difficult to get alone time to answer your messages. Don't worry I'll get back to you shortly!
I snapped these really quick hoping my moms neighbor didn't see 👀
My TOP fans (top tippers and those with subscription renew turned on) got this in their inbox for FREE already! If you're new here, that's okay! Tip $6 on on this post and I'll send this pretty little strip tease to your inbox ; )
Okay this is one of the weirder videos i've ever made...watch me Nair my pussy 😇🤷🏼♀️ Why not? I do some talking in this one, so if you like hearing my voice DM me to ask for this vid! Or tip $5 on this post and I'll send it to you asap
