 
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                              
                 
                🌈🌟 Lil Kandi Raver 🍭 ~ pt 4 yesterday i talked to the doctor and they sent me for some blood work. they want to check my blood sugar and my thyroid so i did that yesterday too because they had room to fit me in at the hospital. it was relly scary but the nurses were super nice! because of my EDS there is a bit of nasty bruising left over but that's fine! ill be okay. today's shoot i had to cover it with a bandaid, youll see that when i post it later! hopefully by Tuesday ill hear back from the doctor and if i don't then ill call in myself. my mental health has been slowly deteriorating and ive been doing all i can to keep myself happy but the cracks are starting to show.. im so hopeful for the future which is something i never had before, but im still struggling all the same. im lucky to have the people in my life i have rn, they have relly helped hold me together. the doctor seemed so dismissive about my symptoms.. i relly hope we can adjust my meds because even the nurses agreed with me that it's the meds. wellp, enough about my medical jibber. im sending you so much love in hopes you have a wonderful weekend!!
 
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                     
                    
                    
                
                
                
                    
                    