Good Moaning. Sweet lord was I not feeling good at all the l..
Added 2021-11-03 13:16:08 +0000 UTCGood Moaning.
Sweet lord was I not feeling good at all the last couple days. At. All. šµāš«
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More behind the Reason why, because Iām trying to be more open about my real lifeā¦.(if you donāt wanna read about my lady problems stop here š)
I donāt always post about my personal life, and those who have been around forever know this lol. But Every month is a wee difficult around this time, as I get very, very sick because of my period. Every so often my lady biz hits me EXTRA hard, making me extra sick, not like crampsā¦.actually sick. Nauseous/getting sick for days, night/day sweats, I dip to such a low depression, anxiousness and self hate that I feel like the worlds biggest failure. Making leaving my room just to drive my little to school or cook is a huge chore. Iāll cry for hours/days, uncontrollably binge eat until Iām physically sick. Every month has been like this since I can remember and has progressed more, more as Iāve gotten older. I donāt totally like talking about it because Iāve been told my whole life, āIām overreactingā āitās normalā āwelcome to being a womanā āIt gets betterāā¦. I know now itās definitely not normal at all, nor is it getting better.
So Iāve been looking for a hormone specialist to see in hopes of final getting some sort of help. I wanna be productive during those times, not frozen and sick. I want to be healthy and happy. Not hurting.
Fingers crossedš¤š¼
Love you all
