I may delete this later.... But I'm going to be very honest ..
Added 2023-09-28 05:58:33 +0000 UTCI may delete this later.... But I'm going to be very honest and vulnerable with yall. But I'm not doing well on this site. I also have been feeling very unappreciated lately. I post all my stuff on the feed, I very rarely do PPV, I reply to every message and i post fire content every day. But I'm not getting tipped. I'm not getting compliments. I'm not feeling appreciated for the hard ass work I put in. I spent so much money traveling to attend collabs to make more content for yall, and with traveling thats hotel/plane/clothing/food cost. And not to mention the time and effort it takes to get ready, do my makeup, clothes, film, and then transfer files to people (sometimes takes hours), then EDITING (sometimes it takes me 2-3 hours to edit one video). Only for no commentary, no tips, sometimes not even a like. I don't know how else to feel. But I love my fans. I just feel so not wanted here anymore. I know people are going through their own hard times too, so I try to not let it get to me but it has been lately. This has been my worst month in the last 2 years. And its my anniversary month. TLDR; If you appreciate my work, please say so. Please tip if you have it. Please remember that I am a disabled creator who needs money to survive. But please if you cant, just appreciating me would feel nice.... Cuz right now, Im just in my feelings.
