I almost didn’t post this pic cause I’m self conscious about..
Added 2021-05-18 17:35:15 +0000 UTCI almost didn’t post this pic cause I’m self conscious about literally being double the size of @tris_love but instead I thought I would share, and have a little real talk. I’ve had my OF page for over a year, and one of the many things I’ve noticed is that most people assume it takes loads of self-confidence to have a page like mine, and any modesty I display is just me being coy, inviting compliments, etc. In reality, I have constant anxiety and doubts about my appearance. I’m not telling you this because I want or need you to shower me with praise or make me feel better. It’s not that I feel bad about myself, but often I don’t feel great. It has nothing to do with anyone else, it’s just in my head mostly. When I first started, my BFF and her cameraman (who is also a super close friend) would overrule my opinions on almost everything I posted. I never could have imagined that ANYONE would want to see my page, and I’m constantly amazed that y’all continue to stay with me. OF has actually really helped improve my self-esteem, which has been an amazing by product. Mr. Poindexter likes to tease me saying “NOW DO YOU BELIEVE ME” about how good my titties are... and sometimes now I can see what he’s saying, I guess 😂
