I got my cuckold fix in today. This is going to be a bit muc..

I got my cuckold fix in today. This is going to be a bit much for what some of you signed up for. I get it. It isn’t for everyone. So read no further if you have no desire for men to be subjected to extremely severe humiliation in manhood-removing ways. I will no longer sugarcoat anything because I’m too old to care anymore. I like my sex the way I like my sex. Ruining Scott and his manhood is part of that sex life I love so much. It brings great joy to me and others as well. In the end, I think Scott is very happy, though today was a bit more than he was used to. Connor is the new king of the bulls. Connor is adamant we can be together no matter the age difference. We can’t. I would love nothing more than to disappear with Connor and live happily ever after. It isn’t going to happen. It would last 2 weeks at best. But I can pretend. He showed me today how he can be part of my cuckold lifestyle I enjoy so much. Be it, he was the bull, and in his mind, he thinks we can find a cuckold whenever we want. Again, it doesn’t work that way, but I’ll go along with it because it’s fun. He put it in full gear today. Scott is so worried I’m going to leave him. Mainly because he knows I want to. It’s an odd part of my fantasy to leave him for a man so superior I’ll forget all about him. Part of my fantasy is that I eventually return, but Scott doesn’t need to know that. So, his anxiety level is at a thousand. He is doing anything and everything I ask him to do, no matter how humiliating. With tears in his eyes, he kissed the head of Connors's dick as I told him to. I’d never seen him cry before, but today he did. And it made me so fucking hot I almost came watching him pucker up with Connor's dick in his face. He stuck his tongue in the cum hole and held it there until I told him to take it out. I took pictures of his lips wrapped around the tip of his cock with tears running down his face. Why do I want to see him with a dick in his mouth? Not because I like seeing guys with dicks in their mouth. I like having the power to make him put that dick in his mouth. I like the unbearably heavy humiliation I put him through. It makes my whole body feel alive. The tears made it even that much more enjoyable. Connor laughed and made humiliating jokes about his manhood. Then he grabbed Scott's head and shoved his dick all the way down his throat until he gagged. Balls on his chin deep. When he pulled it out, he said, “I slipped my dick down your crybaby throat, and your wife is rubbing her cunt watching you eat dick.” Scott tried to tell Connor he was gay for doing it. Connor said, “I’ll stick my dick in anyone's mouth when I have a hard-on. It won’t happen the other way around, though. I’m not a sissy bitch like you.” Then he slipped his dick back down Scott’s throat again until he gagged on it. I’m going to skip the details of a lot of it, but I got fucked so thoroughly by Connor that my brain turned off. In the end, Connor pulled out and shot a massive puddle of sperm on my belly and ordered Scott to eat it. Scott looked at me and I told him to do as Connor said. He hesitated, and I gave him the look. He slowly slurped and licked every thick slimy drop of white jizz that had just left a 22-year-old man's testicles that landed on my belly. He stopped several times. I thought he was going to be sick. He would look at me as if to say, “Please, no more.” But I just told him to finish. Connor said very mean things. Things that upset the likes of today ever offended population, so I won’t repeat them. You get the idea. It got even worse for Scott. I sucked his limp dick into my mouth and made it hard. Then I told him to finish himself in his hand while we watched. I told him things would never be the same between us if he didn't. He did. It took about 2 minutes, and he poured a load of “old man jizz” as Connor called it, into his hand and drank it down. Again, with the tears. I told him to stop whining. I told him his dick stayed hard, he made a stupid face when he came, and eating his own nut was all he was good for. He agreed just as he should. Then when he ingested all of his cum I left, went out, and spent the rest of the day with Connor. I am dreading when he leaves this week. I’ll miss him so much. On the other hand, Scott isn’t talking to me at the moment. That’s okay. I’m going out with Connor later tonight. I don’t need Scott right now.