I got some dick today. It was good. Not as good as I wanted ..

I got some dick today. It was good. Not as good as I wanted it to be but I feel pretty good about the sex I had. I am hoping for a re-sizing of the pussy with David on Friday, so I wanted to give it a run before I committed. I think all will be good. For those who are wondering, I had surgery a week ago, and it’s still a bit touchy as far as fully recovered goes. But it’s getting damn close. I can feel it in my orgasms. These are some pics after Ryan fucked me. He asked me to take some so I could show you guys the “damage” he did to my pussy. I don’t have the heart to tell him his dick isn’t big enough to do “damage” or any kind of resizing of the pussy at all. So we took these pics. I think they look good. No cum. I swallowed his nut at his request. It was the highlight of my fuck. I just enjoy looking at him as his face contorts while his balls pump sperm into my throat. I want to know what that feels like. It looks so perfectly satisfying. I’m jealous I don't have balls, and I can't feel what it's like to push cum out of them.

People keep asking me if I let my husband watch guys fuck me. No. That would suck. That’s not how the cuck game works. It’s how the “wanna-be” cucks think it should work, though. It’s for the lame 1 foot in 1 foot out guys who never really commit. I find most of the “wanna-be’s” are basically trying to live out their bi/gay fantasies. Which I get, nothing wrong with that. Call it a fun night of bi fucking if that’s your thing. Have I been known to stick a dick in a guy's mouth? Absolutely. Did the guy want that? Absolutely not, but when you’re a true cuck, you don’t really have a choice. I love the look of shame on a guy's face after I pump a load of cum onto his face from another dude's dick. Bi guys suck that jizz down like it’s candy without missing a beat. Straight guys look like they are about to cry and do their best not to empty their stomachs from the nausea. And they never ask to do it again and dread the day I invite them to join me and one of my bulls. But when I do, they are obedient and do as they are told because a big part of being a cuck is all that shame and disgust that makes the cuck life worth living for them. I like to give them the full experience. A true cuck waits at home. The mass anxiety of wondering when or if I will even come home. Think of the emotions a cuck has to go through. He has to wonder if I am falling in love with another man who is pumping sperm into his wife while he waits at home. Imagine I’m your wife, and I’m opening my legs and presenting my pussy to a better man to breed as he wishes. I wouldn’t do it if it didn’t mean something emotionally to me. And I tell my cuck about my feelings for other men just for the express reason of raising his anxiety levels to almost unbearable levels. There are so many things I do to make them question my commitment to not leaving them for another man it’s hard to count. I know I’m not going to leave them. Why would I? Cucks get industrious when I’m with other men. They clean, they fix things, they do anything they can to show me their worth besides fucking me with their pathetic cock. And the truth is, they get more sex than anyone else. They may not fuck me, they certainly won’t be cumming inside of me, but I will dole out humiliating details while I painfully edge their cock for hours on end. I will demand they masturbate for me. I will have them cum in their hand and eat their own sperm. I will let them lick my pussy as long as they know that when they cum, the exact same amount of jizz their cocks pump out their mouths will put back in their stomachs. I have something for them daily I want them to do that involves them cumming. I have given Scott and others a path to leave the cuckold lifestyle and still remain in my life. It will mean less sex, and I will still fuck other men. They will just be my backup when I have a cancellation or a dry spell. They always refuse the offer and remain my cuck. Scott is the longest so far. 3 years now. He shows no sign of ever slowing down. I don't really ask my boyfriends/bulls what it's like to be them. I should do that because if you're not my cuck, that's your other option.