Good morning everyone. I have a handjob date today with Rob ..

Good morning everyone. I have a handjob date today with Rob today. There will be no fucking. I’m still banged up from my surgery on Thursday. Feel pretty good but don’t want to goof anything up. Rob is good with a handjob. He loves to be edged, and today would be the perfect day for me to edge him until he loses his mind. I love the faces I cause him to make with my hands. My favorite is the shocked, I can’t believe this is happening face. I also just love feeling his perfectly beautiful cock in my hand. It’s so big it can’t stand up straight even when it’s in its fully spongy hard state. The same thing happens to David. It just kind of tries to point horizontally but is too heavy actually to achieve it. I don’t know why I’m telling you this. I am just fascinated with pretty much everything about cocks. I can't count the number of times I have given random guy handjobs for no other reason than I wanted to hold his dick in my hand and do things to it. It's pretty much an undeniable compulsion at this point. I would give just about anything to have one of my own. To know what it feels like when your cock gets even harder right before your balls start pushing sperm out is an itch I can never scratch. So the next best thing is to hold a dick in my hand and feel what your dick goes through with my fingers. As weird as it sounds, I study your dick when I give it a handjob. I see what makes you tense up, what makes it twitch. I learn what happens right before you cum so I can back off and deny you your orgasm until I’m ready to give it to you. I know Rob’s dick intimately. I know the second his balls suck inside of him that I need to back off, or I will push him past the point of no return. His puffy dick will harden right before that happens. It’s hard to begin with, but I can feel it trying to turn itself into granite when it’s ready to pour sperm for me. I can do that for hours. I don’t know how he survives it, to be honest. It looks painful, and sometimes I think he’s going to pass out from not breathing. But, in the end, when he cums, he tells me he loves me. He recently told me he loved me more than his wife, which is awesome. Not that I want Rob for a boyfriend. I don’t like him that much. I like his dick and his willingness to put it inside of me. His wife can keep him. But I do like knowing I do things to his dick that are so powerful that her husband belongs to me to me to do with as I wish. I can take him if I choose simply because I control his cock. That makes me want to fuck right now just thinking about it. But I can’t. Don’t want to blow a gasket, so to speak. I’ll be back to full speed sometime this upcoming week. I can wait a few more days. Until then, I’ll just have to occupy my time mind fucking them while I jerk them off. Sounds like a good time to me.