I have that Steely Dan song stuck in my head because of that season 2 Euphoria episode omg 😭😭
And it’s making me think of Oh Hello 😭😭😭
- like no joke… I re - watched that episode of Euphoria over a week ago now … meaning Dirty Work by Steely Dan has officially been stuck in my head for over 1 WEEK NOW !!! 🥲🙃🙈
This is the pic I ended up making my new header !! But idk if I like it anymore… 🤡🙈
I want to take a new one but I’m not sure what to do !! 😭 every time I try to intentionally take a cover pic it turns out weird… maybe I can try something with me laying on the couch or in bed again with a lollipop ?? :o something like that could be cute… 🤔 I just struggle because all my fav pics of me are NSFW and it needs to be somewhat SFW because nudity isn’t allowed… ehhhh idk I’ll have to get creative with it I suppose !! ;)
lmao … my last post… I literally just realized I got sidetracked and missed my whole point… 🙈😬 oop… anywayssss lmaooo my POINT was THIS YEAR I made a list !!! For every season and I have lots of seasonal activities and things I want to get done and make sure I do this year to stay mindful and present and celebrate each season / holiday… even if it’s whatever or kinda dumb or I don’t celebrate or whatever whatever!!!
It’s a lot of simple stuff too… just things I think will help get me in the mood !! :3 ♡- for example on my summer to do list some of the more basic things are … :
✨ have a feast with in season fruits and vegetables ✨ picnics ! ✨ go for walks / spend time in nature ✨ homemade vegan strawberry whipped cream !! ✨ strawberry lemonade ❤️
And same for like winter / Christmas with little things like … :
✨ make cookies !! ✨ attempt vegan egg nog ??? ( I’ve literally never had egg nog like at all and I kind of want to try it but the real version has always grossed me out a bit 😂 but the nondairy version may be something I can handle … )
Some more super cute stills of me sitting in bed !! 😇💗
I keep getting such bad sensory overload !! 😭
Mostly about my clothing and the way it keeps moving and bunching up against my skin… my top keeps riding up and the padding in my bra keeps shifting !!!
- It’s driving me crazy 😭😭😭 … I may take a bath soon and try to calm down over a nice hot bubbly soak… that sounds nice rn… 🥺❤️
well … it looks like today is your ✨ LUCKY MORNING ✨ !!! … Because I’m posting 12 of my favorite blue lingerie bunny girl pics of me sitting in bed !!! 🥰💕
- some of my ABSOLUTE FAVS in this lil’ set include the 3rd, 5th and 6th pics 😝❤️
OnlyFans is being so glitchy for me today !!! >:(( I had to close and restart it 3 times in order to post this !! 🥺😭
Anyways I kind of glossed over a caption for these pics earlier in favor of my meditation rant… 😂 lolll
Anyways I got a lot of really cute pics out of this bunny shoot… but I’m definitely not doing another one this big 😭 it was soooooo much work to get all my pics edited and vids watermarked etc… I’m STILL scheduling posts from it !!! 😭 I’m so ready to shoot new content… I have so many ideassss and I want to get this old stuff posted !! 😭
My whole life I’ve had people tell me about how meditation is so great and how I should really try it and give it a shot because it might help me…
I have literally always been the type of person that’s like “meditation doesn’t work for me” blah blah blah
I never really tried it too in depth… but the few times I have tried it, I get so down on myself because I get distracted every 2 seconds !! and I just simply feel like I ~ can’t ~ do it : I can’t meditate !!!
This morning I tried to meditate for 10 minutes ( with a guided audio because no wayyy in hell I can even attempt that on my own !!! ) and the same thing happened… yknow I kept getting distracted and down on myself about not just being able to clear my mind and breathe… but I really want to keep up with it :) I know with time and practice I’ll get better and be able to focus more !! :3 ♡
Do you meditate / have you ever tried meditation? And was it difficult at first // has it helped you? I’m curious about your experiences with it !! :)
which one of these is your fav ??? I loveeee the last one !! :p
I take a lot of selfies that I ~ like ~ but I take very few selfies that I ~ love ~ …
!! I wish I had one I really liked tho because I’ve been wanting a new pfp and the one I have rn is meh -.- it’s alright haha just been craving a new one I guess 😭 maybe that just means I need to go on a selfie taking spree to get the ~ perfect selfie ~… 🤔
The ~ **absolute cutest** vid of me in my bunny ears !! :3
Laying back and kicking my long legs up in the air while a smile stays plastered on my face the entire time !! :p
There's even some tongue fetish / mouth fetish stuff in the middle :3 ~ getting on my knees and getting real close to the camera and sticking out my tongue and being cute, etc. :3 !! <3
AND… ***HAPPY EASTER !!!*** - if you celebrate lol
I woke up from a lot of really bad / vivid nightmares and I slept really badly so :(( that kind of suckssss… I didn’t get all that I wanted to get done, done yesterday… and I have a lot to do today so I can’t rest or relax as much as I’d like to… which kind of sucks because this weekend was supposed to be like my “break” but last week I was so stressed out and procrastinated so much I think I ended up having to do stuff this weekend… which is fineeee but now tomorrow is Monday and I still have a ton of stuff to do and I never necessarily got a break… so you see my problem here… 🙃🙃🙃
I am in a good mood today because I feel like I’ve been getting a lot done lately !! :)
I hate that my mood and general well-being/ mental health depends on how much I accomplish in a day and how many tasks I’ve done that I’ve deemed to be “worthy”… but I’m not entirely sure how to change or fix that :(
Wellll anyways lol… I started corset training again!!! After giving it up for months… .-. Idk why… just sort of stopped and it was so difficult to make myself get back into the habit of it again… but I did it for 1 hour today !! :) feeling proud of myself 😝 it’s not working out or anything but idkkk yknow it’s a step in the right direction at least, eh?? 🥰❤️
However… ( sadly ) I actually ended up not using any of these pics…
- and truthfully I’m not totally in love with the pic I *did* end up choosing… :(( so my mission next time I take pics is to get myself a cute new banner !! ;p
after my little mini tantrum of getting completely overwhelmed and stressed out… 🙈 I managed to calm myself down and tackle a few big projects I’ve been putting off ❤️ So I’m feeling much better !! :)
I actually might even get that B/G bundle sent out before the night is up hopefully… I meant to send it out the other day but I realized I need to download one of the vids still >.< it’s really late but I’m feelin’ froggy ;)
I’m mostly just really wanting to get these tasks banged out and done 😭 my list is never ending and I absolutely HAVE to get this old stuff off to make room for new… god I’m so behind 🙈😭🙃
I’m going to ( try 🙃 ) to send out that unseen B / G bundle I promised you !! :p
***3 vids for $5*** ✨
I’m excited for you to see !! :3 I need to get these old vids out and posted because I have so many fun new ideas and things I want to record for you !! :)
one of my favorite little crop tops I’ve made !! :3
It’s got the cutest little pixel bear face on the front and it’s made out of sparkly peach colored yarn !! :3 the bottom has a scalloped lace edge in white and the straps are white too, with little heart buttons attaching them to the actual top !! :)
I have another top in the works rn… 😜 it’s backless and mostly just consists of a singular striped panel being tied around my body !! We’ll see how it goes !! 😛☺️
the only panties cuter than my kitty panties… might be my pink lace panties !! :3
They’re my favoriteeeee !! They make me feel so pretty and sexy 🥰❤️ I love the cut too - I know boyshorts and other full coverage panties aren’t like as “sexy” but for me they’re just sooo much more comfy and the style I prefer to wear !! I can’t stand when the fabric cuts across my buttcheek and I can feel it !! 😭
- So I really love when I find styles like this that are cute and comfy !! :) the best of both worlds !! ♡
**currently listening to :** ***I Took A Ride*** - *Caroline Rose*
^ trying something different with captions :p
adding the song I’m currently listening to while writing this !! :) thought that might be kind of fun :p
I listen to lots of music pretty much 24 / 7 - and I listen to pretty much EVERYTHING - ANY genre so I have lots of suggestions and different types of things to share !! :)
I loveee this little pink lace dress !! 🥰❤️ I actually got it at goodwill for like $2 lol - but it’s originally from Victoria’s Secret ! The ruffled edge is sooo adorable and the little pink bow on the front 🥺❤️❤️ !! Omggg !!! Don’t I just look like such a doll ?? 😇💕
Haha anywaysss … :p
I also really love the garter I have on in these pics too !! It was one of the first ones I crocheted and I used scrap yarn so it’s half pink and half purple with a little butterfly charm :) !! It’s still one of my favorites I love it so much !!! And I think the combination of the two is just !! PERFECTTT !!! 🥰❤️❤️ I love it so much 😻
I woke up so so so early … around like 5am … :( I really need a nap !!! :( it’s so gloomy today too…
I spent my morning watching the girls next door and crocheting !! :p I’m working on this HUGGGEEE BLANKET !!! I’m so excited it really seriously is going to be huge… like omg. And it’s so pretty !!! It’s a moon phase lunar moth pattern I drafted from a cross stitch pattern and am working in C2C crochet :p I’ve been working on it forever and I don’t even have a dent made in it yet 😭😭😭
I’m excited though I know it’s going to be lovely !! :)
This is one of my all time favorite pics !! :p I really like the cute little bra strap pulled around my finger pose :) I think my boobs look super cute from this angle !! And who doesn’t love my adorable little pink panties I mean 🥺🥺🥺💕
Plus my lips look so good !!! Everything about this picture looks so soft and gentles ah I just love it :) 🥰🌸❤️
I started this year really really down on myself, but I genuinely feel like things are beginning to pick up :) I know that’s like … kind of ehh maybe ??? idk selfish to say right now … but idkk for the first time in a really long time I can feel this hazy fog of a depression starting to lift a little and I have so many ideas for videos and pictures and so much stuff I want to get done and things I want to crochet … I have so many plans and ideas and I feel like the only thing I’m missing is time !!! I seemingly never have enough time to do all the times I want to do… but that’s ok :) I’m still making seriously good progress on everything :) I just can’t wait to be fully caught up so I can stop constantly stressing about everything I ~ *havent*~ done and the never ending list I still need to do…
I totally meant to take a pic and took a vid anyways… 💀 so that’s what this short clip is !! Lol better off posting than deleting forever I figured !! :p
Currently sorting through all my vids I have on my laptop rn and oh my gosh 😳😮💨 it’s a lot more work than I anticipated!!! Worth it tho … cause right now it’s a whole mess !! and I have so much on there I haven’t even gotten to post here yet !!
Hopefully soon once it’s all sorted I’ll be able to post all the vids I missed… 😚😜
I feel so amazing this morning !! :) I know I have been having a bit of a rough go of it lately 🥺 and I don’t mean to be negative or show it too hard in my posts 🙈🥲 but yesterday was a bit of a game changer tbh !! :)
I got sooo much I have been putting off done !! :) I have a whole video list of things I want to record - and *MORE* ideas circling around in my head :) I really want to get stuff recorded soon I’m so freaking exciteddd !!! Ahhh !!! :p ♡