I really need to practice pole more 😭 I was super into it for a while and having so much fun and then I banged my foot up super bad… the whole side of my foot was bruised and swollen and I had to take a break and I just… never… got back to it…
Which is super sad because like I said I was having so much fun learning pole and new tricks and things !!
But I have so many tutorials and routines saved for when I get back into it… not to mention I have yoga wheels and a hula hoop I want to try getting into as well !!! 🥺💗 so many ideas… so little time… 😭 one day !!!
I loveee the hand pulling up the thong strap and the smile and just all of it !!! 🥰🥺❤️ I think they turned out super sexy and cute !! 😍❤️
Not to mention I handmade this thong myself !! :3 100% crocheted with love by me !!! 🥰💕
If I could redo it or say anything constructive about it… I should have maybe put a little more thought / effort into it because the bottom part that attaches to the back / waistband string is just another string :p so there’s not really a crotch part ??? If that makes sense it’s all just string . Which is pretty sexy ngl I’ll have to take a pic sometime soon to show you what I’m talking about !! ;)
Later I’m posting a pic of the back of the thong too !! There’s a special surprise on it !! ;p
Oh man I had a coffee earlier today and it’s starting to kick in… 👀😳 I can feel it in my chest / heart and starting to feel like… a little jittery / shaky lmaooo
Does caffeine make anyone else just like shaky instead of awake ??? I can drink like 5 Red Bulls still feel tired as hell but be vibrating like a freaking chihuahua !! 😂😭
Every time I have anything with caffeine, it does nothing to make me feel more awake just makes me paranoid my hearts about to explode !! 🙈😬
I say that because I usually like the stretchy fabric ones… but these are like the weird swishy material ??? Y’know what I mean??
And they came with the weird like built in underwear / swimsuit ??? Thing ??? Tbh no idea 😂
and not only all that but they’re sooo long !!! I like some tiny little booty shorts !!! and these I have to roll at the waistband 3 or 4 times to get them to even be short enough !! 😳
I am so freaking tired this morning !!! Like seriously !!! 😭 I woke up so late too… 😭 I’m usually such a morning person - I loveee getting up early and getting everything done before lunch !
But today I just can not seem to wake up… I even had coffee !! 😭 part of me wants to just accept fate and take a short nap but I know if I do that I’ll be up late again tonight and I really desperately need to get my sleep schedule back on track 😭
Modeling my handmade shorts !! :3 ft. Little side ties and a ribbed waist band !!! :)
These are one of the first pairs of shorts I ever made !!! I actually made them a few years ago when I first started getting into crochet again :)
It’s always been something I enjoyed doing, but I usually just would crochet a bunch of scrap yarn together and then undo it and repeat - I never really made any ACTUAL finished projects until recently !! Now I’ve made blankets, tops, sweaters, bags, socks, all sorts of things !! :) I love the feeling of being able to use or wear something and tell everyone “I made this!!” Or when people compliment it / ask me where I got it I can be like “oh I actually made it myself !!” I used to think it was embarrassing but now I think it’s cool and something I’m pretty proud of :)
I absolutely loveeeeee the first one with my foot up pointing towards the mirror !! 😇❤️ Idk why but I just think it’s super super cute !!!! And I love the little peek of my ass showing at the bottom of the mirror lollll
I think there’s something super sexy / cute about just being able to see a peek of something… but not really the whole thing ? Yknow what I mean ?? Like, back to the first pic I was talking about again, lol : you can just see a little peek of my ass and it’s so sexy and you just want more !! :p and just something even sexier about the fact that it’s just me in my panties, I wasn’t necessarily trying to be sexy or show my ass, it just happened !! :p 😇✨
This is another one of my all time favorite pics 🥰💕
I really want to do another set like this !! A spring inspired lace and roses type of thing? I attempted something like that for Valentine’s Day but I ended up hating it 😭
I want to do a softer theme and do a more artistic take on it… I think that could be really fun and could come up with some really cool shots !! :3
I want to try and take different types of pics… more experimental photography stuff I can really show more of my artsy side with ! 😇💗 I’m very full of inspiration and ideas and excited to start creating again after a little bit of a burn out and constantly feeling “not enough” :(
I spent literally allllll morning on a little project that didn’t need to be done and I feel so dumb about it :))
I went through my IG and re - uploaded different covers for all my reels so they’d all be ~ aesthetic ~ and my feed would look nicer ?? but now I’m like ehehehhhh you can’t actually see what any of the reels are … is that a bad thing ?? >.<
I desperately want to make a new account under the fitness category to track my progress and start over anyways… my main account is all messed up from being new on there and not know how it works 🥲 ughhh I hyperfixate on the little things way too much !! 🙃🥲
Showing off my ass on this fine sunny morning for you !! 🥰❤️
~ I hope you enjoy !! :p I’m going to post another vid on here in a lil’ bit !! :3
It was the first sunny day here in sooo long 😭 I thought I was ready and wanted summer but then we had 1 day that was like 80 and I suddenly remembered how much I hate summer and the heat lmfaooo I hatteeee going anywhere during summer I hatteeee getting into my hot ass car 😭 my AC suckssss so I have to roll my windows down and my hair is so thick it gets tangled so easily from the wind 😭
The heat just brings out the worst in me 😂 I hate sweating sooo much and I hate being hot 😭
And this is a little off topic… but truly one of the most ANNOYING things to me is when I think I can finish a project in a very timely manner… and then I don’t…
Like yesterday I reallyyyy wanted to finish a few crochet projects I’ve been putting off… I put HOURS of work into one ( really expecting it to be done by nightfall ) anddddd I’m still nowhere close -.- like my sense of time and how long I think things will take is way way wayyy off !!! I seriously always think I can get everything done in 10 minutes and get so frustrated / angry / stressed when I can’t get it done in that impossible little time frame !! 🙃😭
This morning I saw one of those aesthetic iPhone Home Screen Pinterest pics and immm … for no reason at all now SUPER INTO the idea of re - doing my whole phone screen and clearing everything out and re - arranging everything… so I think that’s going to be what I end up doing with most of my morning at least…
I actually LOVE organization and sorting things… I think I may have a bit of undiagnosed OCD heh… I’m a little bit obsessed with perfection… ESPECIALLY when it comes to my handwriting omg. Maybe I should write something for you sometime and post a pic on here so you can see how it looks ?? I’m very proud of it and I often get told by others how amazing and pretty it is 😇😂 except my mom says it looks like serial killer handwriting … because I tend to write in all caps and very small 😂 it does look a lil’ scattered notebooks everywhere - red on the walls vibes:.. but I feel like that is what makes it so unique !! 😂 I’m just going to have to show you sometime I think lol although a lot of my writing is very personal so I’ll have to write up something special for you !! Or maybe let you take a peak at some of the scripts I’ve written?? 🫣😳😝
The lil’ hand heart !! 🥺❤️ I adore my smile in this vid !!
I love how confident my blonde hair makes me feel !! :3 I feel so much prettier and more confident… I just feel so much more radiant !! :)
It feels good after being so super insecure and self hating for so many years and so much of my life… I just feel so much more ~ *myself* ~ if that makes any sense at all 🥲 lol 🙈🙃😳
I don’t usually put glitter on over my makeup but today I did on my eyes - over my eyeshadow !! :p
I have super sensitive skin so sometimes it really irritates my skin… but it looks so cute !! 🥺💕 lol
Honestly Make-up and eyeliner in general can tend to irritate my skin… but heyyy… everything in moderation, right?? :p I usually try to take it off when I’m done with pics it’s just sad because I love to wear makeup !! :(
This is one of my favorite vids of me in this lil’ outfit !!!
Namely, because of my smile in it !!! :3
Of course me shaking my ass is always cute… but I think I look so super cute with my smile in this vid !! and my smile is featured so much throughout - it’s impossible not to enjoy !! 🥰❤️
I’ve been thinking about getting my nose pierced but idk 🤔🤔🤔
Lol I know I already have 2 nose piercings but I’m thinking about getting a stud in the other side ??? But idk if that would be too much in one spot on my face…
I’ve kind of been craving another piercing for a while now but idk what to get !! Any suggestions for me ?? 🥺❤️
Whenever I nap I always sleep for wayyy wayyy too long !! 😭
I fell asleep around 3pm… and set so so so many alarms !! 😭 like literally an alarm every 5 minutes - until 6 pm because I was like “ok that’s the absolute LATEST” I wanna wake up…
Long story short every time an alarm went off I would snooze it and go back to sleep so that was extremely helpful and productive… I need a better method to wake myself up 😭 and it’s not that I’m necessarily a HEAVY sleeper - I just am incredibly hard to get up out of sleep… 😭😭😭 ESPECIALLY when I don’t want to…
watch me take off my white lace thigh high stockings (showing you my feet before, during, and after !!) and hold my luscious arched soles over you to worship :3 !! ~ <3
okkk so…. today I’m posting lots of teasers from this vid !! :p
Later I’m going to post some more stills… but nude ones … 😈👀…
And then tonight I’m posting a short clip !!! 😍💕
the full vid is me doing a little striptease in my pink lace dress and showing off my cute little tits !! <3 ,,, ALSO !!! : spitting all over them and using my spit as lube to play with my pink little nipples !
**ft. lots of dirty talk and moaning ;)**
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